My life as a mommy :)

Sunday, July 31, 2011


 Me and Justin at my cousin's wedding

Acting Silly

Me and the beautiful bride, Krystal :)

Kayden and Lucy<3

Kayden and Charlie riding in the wagon :)

He had just got home from spending the weekend with his daddy and this was his reaction to seeing me :)

I missed him while he was gone :(

Kayden celebrating the start of Shark Week :)

Sleeping on Auntie Ashley :)

Friday, July 29, 2011

TV Obsessions...

I am obsessed with TV and I never realized that till this week. We finally got Internet at our house but when we got it, we also got a home phone and new television service. So when I was trying to hurry and watch all the shows I had DVR'd I realized, I am a TV freak!!!! This is what all I record every week, when its on.

Secret Life of the American Teenager
Switched at Birth
Pretty Little Liars
Teen Mom
16 and Pregnant
Toddlers and Tiaras
The Challenge: Rivals
Cupcake Wars
Amazing Wedding Cakes
Fabulous Cakes

Alot huh? and I am sure there is even more because I always realized I forgot to record one when we all start to talk about them at work. Bit obsessed? I think so.

Does anyone else have this problem? If so, what are yall's top watchs?

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Darker Hair and Handsome Kayden...

I now have brown hair again!!! :) i got it done about 2 weeks ago but when it first got done it was black and i was to scared to take a picture of it. But now that it has lightened up, I like it alot more :)

Kayden is being such a funny little boy these days. He loves to make people laugh and he is turning into such a flirt. He has been blowing kisses to random ladies, but not me or his mommy yet :( He goes "OOOOOHHH" to everything and when he sees something he wants, he runs to it then starts giggling. He is so sweet and I couldn't imagine being an aunt to any other little boy. He knows exactly how to make his Auntie happy :)

I have been working full time this summer to help save up money for when I start back to college next month since I wont be able to work as much. So, I haven't really got to do anything fun this summer so there is not much to blog about. But I hope you all enjoy pictures of the most handsome little boy alive :)


Sunday, July 10, 2011

It's Been A Year...

Since the FHS class of 2010 lost a dear classmate and a close friend of mine. It doesn't seem like its been a year since our lives were completely shaken and seemed to have turned upside down. I remember on July 11,2010 I was leaving the river when my cousin Amanda called me to tell me that Amber had gotten in a car wreck. She didnt know anything else at that time. I sent Amber a text message to check on her because I didnt feel like I'd believe it until I either heard it from her or she didnt text me back. Needless to say, She never texted me back. About 10 that night I got the text from our class president. Amber had went to be with our sweet Jesus. Her and her boyfriend's little brother were going to the store when a lady hit her in Amber's lane head on. Amber had died on impact, but that information was told to us till later thats how no one knew till later that night.

Amber Hope Wilborn was a sweet girl who was in love with our Lord and had big dreams to become a nurse, she wanted it way more than I could ever imagine!!! I'm not gonna lie, we had our moments were we would wanna kill each other. We had been best friends since 5th grade and lab partners every year since 8th grade. She would text me every morning before school and say "when they call roll, make sure you tell them i'm here, i'm running late" and i mean she sent that every morning! We used to fight over boys, and was even not friends for almost 3 months whenever I started dating Justin the first time me and him dated. We always had the same taste in guys and clothes. Our Junior Year, we picked out the same prom dress even though we both changed our minds. We were alike in so many ways.

It's so hard to know that it's been a year since I have heard her voice, talked to her, called her at 11 at night to see if she wanted to make a Sonic run because I was craving a watermelon slush and I knew she would wanna see the cute boy that used to work there. You never realize how much someone means to you until they are actually gone. I miss her so much but I know she is in a much better place. She is in heaven with both her fathers, Our Heavenly Father and her Daddy. I cant wait till the day that i get to see her beautiful face again.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Precious Little Caylee...

Dear Beauitful Little Angel Caylee,
I'm so sorry for the horrible horrible wrong that was done to you. You were nothing but a sweet, beautiful precious little 2 year old who never done anything wrong but yet your life was taken so soon, and your "mommy" although, I hate to call her that, is running free. You didn't deserve that done to you and I hope you receive the justice you deserve. Although, I know your in heaven with our wonderful God and you deserve nothing more. I'm glad your there because you are such a beautiful angel I know! And our maker knows who hurt you and they will pay. I can't wait to see your lovely face one day when I go home too!!

Today was a hard day for me, it completely disgust me that that ugly witch gets to walk free while her daughter lost her life due to your partying! There is not doubt in my mind that she killed her daughter. When they read the verdict I was at work and I cried so bad that I got sent home. This is a trial I've followed since it started and I hated the end turn out. All I gott say is my judge will give her the sentence she deserves.