Why, hello there

I am still alive but I just live in huge craziness now.

1. I am now 20 weeks 2 days pregnant! I can not believe that I am already half way thru my pregnancy! Since I have skipped 2 weeks updates I will fill you guys in on a couple of things.

• We decided to name our sweet little boy Konnor Bryant. We had the name picked out since i was about 11 weeks pregnant and we both just fell in love with it. Bryant is also Justin's middle name, so he is really happy about the name. The only problem is no one seems to spell his name right. I'm sure when he gets older he will complain to me about it but I just love the way Konnor looks spelled that way.
• Konnor kicks alot now and people are able to feel it from the outside now, so I know for sure it's not gas lol. He kicks alot mainly at night or right after I get off work and I'm laying down to rest.
• I'm craving anything spicy and Hawaiian bbq wings now! I also crave Mountain Dews alot, so I need advice. Is it okay to have atleast one a day, a week, a month or just none at all?

We are now open at 5am at closing at midnight at work for the Holidays, so I have been very busy with work, hence my blogging absence. However, we live in a small town and no one really shops past 9:30 here on weeknights so we have been very bored and they leave me alone at the front since I am at the service desk, which means i just sit in the floor behind the counter and read. Nice job huh? lol

We are still in the process of moving and getting the house ready. We planned on moving in this weekend but after some unexpected house troubles and me working more than originally planned it has been pushed till next week, hopefully. But we do go everyday and sit there and watch tv and enjoy our time alone. (we already have all the lights, water, gas, tv turned on there)

Kayden has been such a little cutie these days. He is learning all sorts of new things and being cuter and funnier than ever. He has now learned how to show us his muscles.



Proverbs 31 Movement

AMEN!

Big Changes...

We will be having big changes happening in our lives within the next week because Monday, me and Justin start moving in our own house!!!!! We are so excited. We go Monday to clean and start painting then Wednesday, we will start moving stuff in. My biggest excitement is seeing Konnor's room come together! :) Once we get everything painted and moved in, I will take pictures. Konnor's room will be a little bare till we get everything in there but I wanna post pictures of our progess. We already having his bedding bought and his themed picked out. I was amazed at how easy Justin went along with everything.

Here are some pictures of how we plan on doing his room:

We are doing a deep green on top, a dark brown line in the middle then a light brown on bottom.

This is the exact bedding we bought for his room.

The main animal we are focusing on in there will be the cute elephants! I've done found lots of cute items to decorate with!

The name will be in his room somewhere. Not sure where yet.

Cant wait to post pictures of the whole house once we are finished moving in! :)

Our hospital visit...

Last Sunday, I was at work at 7 am and about 9 am, I started feeling really lightheaded so I told another co-worker that I was talking to and she took me over to sit down and that was the last thing I remember. Just a side note, I've passed out before because I have low blood sugar and I have been very dizzy twice since I was pregnant. But this time it was very different, when I told Bethany i didnt feel good, I couldn't breath, I could feel my heart rate slowing down and all sound completely faded out. I woke up in the ambulance and they took all of the necessary tests. They told me that I passed out before even making it to the table and landed face first, and when Bethany and a customer had went to pick me up my whole body went limp, I was ghostly pale and my lips were purple. So they called the ambulance. My mom and dad met me at the ER and they sat in the room with me while they took more blood work, done an EKG, ran more test, and answered a million and 5 questions. Finally, a lady came in there to check on baby Konnor and try to find his heartbeat. She tried for 10 minutes. She had me roll over on both sides and tried to find him there, she went all over my belly and as low as we thought he may be searching for his heartbeat. Nothing. She didnt say a word to me, she just got up and walked out. Right then, I freaked out and cried like I've never cried before. It made things worse because I looked over and saw my mom crying and my dad walked out in tears. That's when we decided it was time to call Justin and let him know we were there and what was going on. He was there super fast and held my hand the rest of the time.

Now this is where I get pissed off, which does not happen often now that I am pregnant because I dont wanna cause my baby any unnecessary stress. The ER doctor comes in there all happy and what not and tells me that after reading all of my tests, it showed that my blood sugar and blood pressure had bottomed out, i was dehydrated and that the baby was taking more nutrition from me than my body was giving out. He gave me some pills to take to boost my appetite and told me to drink plenty of water and take the rest of the day off. Simple enough right. Seems all happy huh, they determined my reason right? Well yes, but then he tells me I can go home right then. UMMMM HELLO? Where the heck is someone from the OB floor to help find my baby's heartbeat because in case you forgot, your dumb nurse never found it. He had the nerve to tell me that my reason for being there was not pregnancy related and there was nothing he could do unless I wanted to schedule an appointment the following day at my OB doctors. Ok, step back and read the cause of me passing out. THE BABY is taking to much from me. Therefore, I think this is a pregnancy related cause but even if not, no one has found his heartbeat therefore, that becomes a whole other reason to be in the ER. But all I get is a "sorry, there is nothing I can do".

So we had to leave with no answers at all. I called my ob emergency hot line and got a call right back and they took me in to find the heartbeat. As soon as I got there, they found it. His heartbeat was 160. They told me that when I fell, baby Konnor got scared and moved to the back of my uterus which caused the lady from the ER not to find it because her equipment was not high-tech as theirs. I was very relieved to hear that Konnor was okay.  But I am still very upset with that hospital. But the main concern for everyone in my family is always Konnor and he was okay therefore, I was calmed down and was able to provide a less stressful comfy home in my tummy for my sweet little guy! :)

Sorry this was such a long post but thank you if you made it thru it. And Konnor is kicking like crazy so he says thank you as well :)

18 weeks and IT"S A...

Sorry I didn't post last week, we had quite a scare and had to go to the er. I will update everyone on what happened it my next post but just so no one worries me and Baby K are doing great.

How Far Along: 18 weeks

Total Weight Gain: 7 lbs. Thanksgiving didnt do as much to me as I thought it would.

Maternity Clothes: sweat pants and sweatshirts!

Stretch Marks: a few on my legs but none on my belly so we're good! :)

Best Moment this Week: Finding out what Baby K was!! :) scroll down to bottom of post to fund out!!!!!! :)

Movement: I've been feeling the baby move, mainly alot at night or if I'm at work and we are really busy. I think the loudness wakes the baby up.

Food Cravings: Ice. thats pretty much it

Labor Signs: No - and I hope to keep it that way for a while

Belly Button Innie or Outtie: Still an innie, but my belly button is starting to become an outie.

What are You Looking Forward to this Week: Payday so we can buy Baby K some clothes that suits the gender.

Alright alright, I've made ya'll wait long enough. Baby K is a

BOY!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

wow that's alot of jumbled up mess...

I have lots to talk about because i know everyone is getting tired of every post being baby related.

• Bonfires seem to be a thing me and Justin do every weekend now but what can we say, we love them! This past weekend we had one at my house and it was lots of fun. My dad made the best steaks ever, yummy baked potatoes, cowboy beans, rolls and corn on the cob. For dessert, why smores of course :)

I dunno why this wont turn the right way? grrr!

My little godsister, Kamber! Cant you tell she is a beauty queen!?!?!? :)

LeeLee and Kamber! :)

• Later that night we all played phase 10, because well me and Justin are champs at that game! Well, I was winning to begin with then somehow I got stuck on phase 7. I repeated that phase 13 times!!! That has to be a new record, I came in last but Justin won so he got to keep his title. We all stayed up till 2:30 that morning playing, bad thing was, I had to be at work that next morning at 7. Yikes!

• In my family we never put any Christmas stuff up before Thanksgiving, its just something we have always grown up doing. Therefore, seeing everyone's Christmas pictures makes me believe we are probably the only people in the whole world who wait anymore. Not that there is anything wrong with this because I LOVE Christmas, BUT I love food alot to, therefore, I LOVE Thanksgiving!!! However, at work we have already started playing Christmas music and have had our Christmas trees up before Halloween was even over so maybe just maybe, Im kinda like really excited for Christmas this year!

• Even though we dont start putting up Christmas stuff till the day after Thanksgiving, I do Christmas shopping all year long that way my paycheck doesn't completely go nonexisit closer to the Holidays. I've found amazing deals all through out the year and I'm done with my shopping except for my mom and Justin, but I know exactly what I'm getting them I'm just waiting on it all to go on sale.

• So next week is Thanksgiving, and Black Friday which means work is crazy seeing as I work in retail but to top it all off on Thanksgiving I have to be there at 4am, which is also Justin's birthday. I get off at 1 that afternoon, I have to run home change and be at his house to eat all that yummy turkey! Then Friday, I have to be at work at 3 am and get off at 2:45, that night we are going out with all of Justin's friends to celebrate his birthday. Then Saturday, me and Justin have to be ready by 8am for a wedding we are both in, then I have to be at work at 5pm that night and work till 1am. Wow, im gonna be completely tired that whole week!!!!!

• Carrie Underwood singing How Great Thou Art' always brings me to a big jumble of mess. The song touches me in just the right way. We do serve such an amazing God who has blessed us in ways more than I could ever deserve and I never thank him enough. This song puts everything I feel into the best song possible. Listen to it, and I bet you cry too!



Baby in my Belly...

And finally the time has come... Here is a picture of my belly at 16 weeks!!!

Sorry about the flash in these pictures but my camera otherwise takes them very dark

16 weeks and heartache...

I realize that I have still failed to post a belly picture but do not worry I will post one and hopefully have it up by the end of this week. I had one on my cell phone to post but my phone crashed so I lost all my pictures.

How Far Along: 16 weeks

Total Weight Gain: 5 lbs, major jump from last week. What can I say, I LOVE food!

Maternity Clothes: sweat pants have become my best friend!

Stretch Marks: getting some on my legs, eeeek!

Best Moment this Week: Buying some baby stuff, I can not wait till the 28th because we find out whether we have a Konnor or a Kennedy! BTW- I'm pretty sure we have a Konnor but I'll be more than happy either way! :)

Movement: I haven't felt a kick since last week but my doctor says its normal because the baby is not big enough to feel kicks every day yet. However, I can always tell where the baby is in my stomach and he/she moves like crazy! I have a very active sweetie in there! :)

Food Cravings: Strawberries and Ice.

Labor Signs: No - and I hope to keep it that way for a while

Belly Button Innie or Outtie: Still an innie, but my belly button is getting bigger!

What are You Looking Forward to this Week: hopefully more kicks! :)
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I'm having a very tough day today. There is 4 pregnant girls at work. One is 34 weeks, one is 26 weeks, I'm 16 weeks, and the girl I call my pregnancy buddy because we are close in our due dates was 12 weeks. Sadly, Chastity (my pregnancy buddy) lost her sweet baby early this morning. I have yet to hear all the details but all I know is she woke up around 3 with very heavy bleeding. She went to the ER and they confirmed every expecting mothers' worst nightmare, her sweet baby went to be with Jesus. They found out she was carrying a little girl and they named her Abigail Rose. I have no words to express how deeply heartbroken I am for her. I can not imagine the pain she is going thru and all I can do is cry because I can't help but think this could have been my baby. I will never understand why miscarriages happen but I also know not to question God. He has a much better plan for her baby but that doesn't help the pain anyone in her family and especially the pain her and her boyfriend are going thru. Please keep her and her family in your prayers.

The Big Cousin...

I feel like my blog used to be so much about Kayden and here lately, I've been slacking. Me and him are so much closer these days than ever before. So therefore, Kayden Lee gets a whole post dedicated all to his handsome self! :)

My dad got Kayden this Thomas the train riding thing and he is just in love with it! The moment he walks in the door, he runs into the dining room, jumps on it and rides it around the house for the rest of the day! He can also push it, so he pushes it all over the house and gets very mad if I try sitting on it. He will look at me and yell "MINE!"

My dad and brother are pros at playing the drums, well Kayden seems to becoming quite the pro too. He loves to go in there and beat on the drums, and he just grins ear to ear if you stand beside him and dance while he plays. We sure enjoy it, but I'm not sure our neighbors do lol.

He has this say 'n say toy that he loves, while he got it stuck on the rooster and that same day I taught him how to say "Boo" for Halloween, so now he walks around the house crowing like a rooster then will yell Boo right after! Its super cute! :)

I babysit him on the days my sister has to work so me and him have gotten so much closer and I love when I walk in the door he smiles so big and runs to my leg and tries to climb up it. He loves for me to hold him and give him kisses. He also thinks I'm the best rocker because when he wants to take a nap he will grab my hand and lead me to the rocking chair and make me rock him.

He LOVES Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Yo Gabba Gabba, Bubble Guppies and The backyardigans. He will not take his eyes off the tv and when he does he will just look back and smile the biggest smile ever! No matter how old he gets, he will always be my lovebug and me and him will always have such a special bond. I can not remember life before Kayden, nor do I want to. He has made me the happiest person and I'm so lucky to have him as my nephew! :)

Plus, he is already lovin' his baby cousin, he will be the best big cousin ever! :)

Auntie Yaya loves you Kayden Lee! :)

15 weeks :)

Sorry that the only thing I have posted lately are these updates. Im in a bit of a blogging slump but hope to get out of it soon!

How Far Along: 15 weeks

Total Weight Gain: not really sure, but last weeks was 2 lbs so I'd say somewhere around that.

Maternity Clothes: Def out of my old jeans and now into maternity jeans. Im getting a tiny baby bump so my pants didnt fit anymore lol

Stretch Marks: None so far.

Best Moment this Week: Feeling the baby kick last night!!! :) I was laying in bed listening to Praise You in this Storm and felt the baby kick. I felt like it was an answered prayer from God seeing as I've been going thru a tough time lately and God knew that feeling the baby was exactly when I needed to perk me back up! :)

Movement: I can tell by the sonogram that the baby is a wiggle worm and even by the kick I felt :)

Food Cravings: Chicken Nuggets and Mexican!

Labor Signs: No - and I hope to keep it that way for a while

Belly Button Innie or Outtie: Still an Innie.

What are You Looking Forward to this Week: hopefully more kicks! :)

Kayden giving his baby cousin lovin' already! :)

14 weeks and Halloween...

Sorry I didnt post my 14 week update yesterday but we were so busy when doc's appointments and taking Kayden trick or treating.

How Far Along: 14 weeks :)

Total Weight Gain: dropped back down to 2 pounds but dr said thats perfectly normal and baby is growing perfectly.

Maternity Clothes: Just wearing a hairband around my buttons to strecth the pants some lol.

Stretch Marks: None so far.

Best Moment this Week: Getting to see my sweet baby yesterday. I have quite the wiggle worm in my tummy and baby k wouldn't stay still long enough for her to count the heart beats, finally we got he/she too but I loved seeing baby k be so active. the heart rate was 153 :)

Movement: None that I can feel but I can see by the tape that baby k is very active!

Food Cravings: Beef Stew, Kool-Aid and Mickey D's fries.

Labor Signs: No - and I hope to keep it that way for a while

Belly Button Innie or Outtie: Still an Innie.

What are You Looking Forward to this Week: all the wonderful achievements my baby is doing in my belly and hoping to soon be able to feel it.

FYI- I find out Nov 28th if Baby K is a boy or a girl :)

Last night, me and Justin took Kayden trick or treating because my sister had to work. Kayden loved it! He would hold his bucket and when they would drop candy in there he would look to see if it was a dum dum pop because those are his favorite, if it was he would smile so big!!! He was such a cute little monster!:)

(I taught him how to scream and he done this for the rest of the night)

6 months later...

Anyone that has been a follower of my blog for awhile knows that I live in a town that was completely destroyed by the April 27, 2011 tornadoes. It's a day that I will never forget and a day no one in Alabama will ever forget. I wanna walk y'all thru my day of the storm.

I woke up at 5 am for my last day of college for that semester. I go to a college that is 45 mins away and it was already storming really bad but I had finals and knew I needed to still go. As I was driving to school the tornado sirens started going off, I called my mom and she said to pull over and lay in the floor in my backseat and to cover myself with as much stuff as I could find. I laid there for about 15 minutes until my mom called and told me it was clear but I may struggle getting to school because a tornado hit a town about 15 mins from my school but school was not cancelled or delayed yet.  Once I got there at 7 am the whole campus was already without power due to power line poles being knocked down due to the wind. About 5 mins into giving my speech final in the dark the sirens went off once again, we were sent into the hallways and then sent home. I drove yet another 45 minutes to make it home. I was caught behind a horrible wreck that killed 2 people, little did I know my day had just begun. I went to the high school to pick up my little brother and finally we were home for good that day. My mom was sent home from work and my sister, nephew and her husband came to stay with us for the day because her house isnt that stable and we were worried about the wind. We watched the news all day and kept hearing of the tornadoes all over Alabama and so far we were lucky. About 4pm, the power went out and cell phone service was completely down also. We sat in my mom's car in the garage to listen to the weather on the radio of a news station that was broadcasting. They said power was out in the whole Northern Alabama due to a tornado hitting a major power plant. About 6 pm our county received a tornado warning and the sirens went off. Me, my mom and little brother got in one bathtub and my sister, nephew and brother in law got in another and we were all covered with mattresses and blankets. We were freaking out because my dad was still not home from work. About 5 minutes into the warning my dad starts beating on the door and we open it up. Just as we did that, we saw the tornado touch down about 3 miles up the road. Even with it being that far away we could still see flying debris, and it felt like we had the wind knocked out of us. Once the warning was over we drove to my sister's house to check on it. We didn't even make it 3 minutes and we were already stopped due to power line poles laying in the road, huge 100 year old trees in the road. We saw so many houses, cars and chicken houses completely flattened. We got out and walked and noticed that my sister's road was deveasted. Luckily, the tornado stopped 3 houses down from hers and her house only suffered minor damage. This was in Fyffe. Once we saw everything was okay there we drove to Rainsville to check on some people from our church. That's where everything really sank in. Rainsville was gone, it seemed like nothing was left and all we could do was cry. We went back to my sister's house and helped people in her neighborhood clean up. Once it got dark we all went home. We still had no power and went 4 days without it. We started picking up cell phone service and I finally got to talk to Justin and he said no tornado had touched down there but he was on his way to our house in the morning to help clean up around here. We learned of over 40 deaths in my county. We are slowly but surely picking up the pieces.

blessing in hidding...

I got a phone call from work yesterday asking me if I would be willing to come in 5 hours today and train in Pharmacy! I'm suppose to be on bed rest but it is only a 5 hour shift, they get to sit down the whole time and it's so much less stressful for me. So, of course I was so pleased to say yes!!!

I've been praying to God that he would allow me an chance at a job that would still pay great but be much easier on my body and less stressful and I feel like that prayer has been answered!!

You may be wondering how is a job at Kmart stressful? Well, I work at the Service Desk therefore, I deal with returns and exchanges, Western Union, angry customers, answering the phone and answering dumb questions. I loved this job before I got pregnant but now I work anywhere from 9-12 hour shifts where I am only allowed to sit down for an hour on my lunch. It causes many dizzy spells, many hunger strikes, and many vomit attacks due to an empty stomach. Most days I get there at 6 in the morning and if I close I don't leave till 10 at night. Well, with Christmas Holiday coming up we now have to be there from 4 in the morning till midnight. (shifts vary from 4am-3pm and 1pm-12:30 am) which makes for a very tired preggo.

I love my job but the position in pharmacy would be amazing for me! They are gonna train me back there and if it is reasonable to move me from Service Desk to Pharmacy Kmart will pay for me to get my pharmacy tech license. So please please please pray it all works out for me! Thanks guys! Have a great Wednesday! :)

one of my all time favorite pictures of me and kayden when he was only 1 month old. He loved to lay on my chest and sleep. He is becoming quite the Auntie's boy again and always wants to be around me and for me to be playing with him. It makes me smile so much to have him in my life and he will be a wonderful big cousin! :)

13 weeks :)

I am going to do this survey every week from here on out.  As of right now, my official due date is April 30 - making my week "changes" every Monday. I don't have a current picture yet. It's just crazy to me how I'm already showing!!

How Far Along: 13 weeks

Total Weight Gain: 3 pounds, which is amazing seeing as at the beginning I was struggling with weight gain due to horrible all day sickness.

Maternity Clothes: Some. I just went up a shirt size and I had some old jeans stored up that I pulled out. I put a hairbow around the button to make them stretch more lol. I feel within a week or so I wont be able to do that anymore.

Stretch Marks: None so far.

Best Moment this Week: Turning 13 weeks and having Justin kiss my belly everytime he sees me. He is so excited :)

Movement: None that I can feel

Food Cravings: Chewy Candy and Turkey and Dressing. Yum Yum!

Labor Signs: No - and I hope to keep it that way for a while

Belly Button Innie or Outtie: Still an Innie.

What are You Looking Forward to this Week: Nothing special is happening this week. But I'm always so excited to be able to read about what new things my blessing is doing inside mommy's belly :)

Side Note: I have been placed out of work for a week. I can return Friday. Nothing too serious, but due to extreme vomiting I became dehydrated and also have a pulled ligament. The doctor just thinks it is safe to relax and allow my body to heal back since I work 11 hour shifts now that it's so close to Black Friday.

forever trusting him...

I have been praying to God for so much strength and guidance and I know God has given it to me. I am a strong believer in prayer will solve all things. Any problem you have, bring it to God because he is so strong and mighty that no thing is to small for him.

When I was reading my bible the other day, I came across this verse.
I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go, I will counsel you and watch over you.
Psalm 32:8

I truly believe this is my "pregnancy and motherhood verse" therefore, I am making it something I will say to myself daily. To me, it is saying, I will show you the healthy way to have a safe pregnancy, I will show you the right way to have a Christian pregnancy. I will show you the right way to raise your baby so they will follow in his footsteps also. That he is always watching over me and making sure I am safe.

It is wonderful to me to have this to go by. Did anyone else have a pregnancy verse???

One of my all time favorite pictures of Kayden. This is when he was one day old. He has showed me that a God does exist and there is not a day that goes by that he does put a smile on my face with all his sweet things.

God Bless! :)

struggling...

i hate writing this. it's hard for me to admit but i know it's the first step to asking God for any forgiveness. i have been struggling with my faith alot here lately.
i know what you're thinking... how can anyone who is blessed enough to be pregnant with God's blessing be struggling with their faith but that's just it. I'm afraid that because I got pregnant out off wedlock then I'm forever a sinner in his eyes. I understand that what I done to get pregnant was the sin and that God would have not blessed me with a baby if that was the case of being "forever a sinner". I realize that now. I realize now after much praying and crying over this that God is a forgiving God. God is so wonderful that he still loves a sinner like me. I want nothing but the best for my child and I want them to grow up in a strong Christian family just like I have. That's why I'm glad, my struggle is over.

I know what I done was wrong but I sincerely meant it when I asked God for forgiveness and he always answers. I know he answered when I got on blogger that day and read two really powerful post on forgiveness. How amazing is my God for allowing those blogs to be posted when I needed it the most?
Why did I post this? To ask for prayers to keep strengthening my faith. To show that every Christian struggles at some point. We are not perfect, just forgiven. I know how wonderful my God is and I will forever praise him. I am so thankful for this baby he has blessed me and Justin with. This is how I know a God exist. Over the past few days, I honestly believe my faith has strengthened majorly because of the struggle I let the devil put me thru and that is no more. All I ask is that you please pray for me and the baby. Pray for strength for me and a healthily journey for the baby. Thank you for sticking thru this jumbled up mess if you made it this far. God Bless You :)

One Year of Bliss...

Saturday, me and Justin celebrated one year together :) we did not take any pictures because Ive been pretty sick here lately and just wasnt up for any. We went to olive garden then to a bonfire with our friends while we watching Alabama kick some booty! ROLL TIDE! :)

It's been one of the best years of my life and I wouldn't change it for anything. He knows exactly how to make me smile and he is so wonderful with Kayden which makes him so much better :)

but I decided since we didnt take any pictures I'd upload the ones we have had made over the year.

but first, thought i'd tell everyone... I'm 11 weeks pregnant today! :)

catching up {picture style}



our sweet baby :)

our baby at 10 weeks :)

heartbeat was 176 :)



Cancer Awareness...

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month and if you have ever visited my blog you know how near and dear this is to my heart. I am in school now to become a Pediatric Oncology Nurse. No child should ever have to deal with this pain, well no person at all should but especially not an innocent child!

All I ask is that you pray for a cure for cancer. This is one thing I'd love to see before I die is a cure. That would be the most wonderful answered prayer ever! And if you're feeling extra giving St. Jude always is accepting donations :)

Help this sweet little angel :)



morning sickness...

I was just wondering if anyone had any remedies for morning sickness. Im sick constantly throughout the day. Morning. Afternoon. Evening. Always. I just want some relief because I'm still working and going to school. Any help would be great. THANKS :)

April 30, 2012...

That's mine and Justin's baby's due date. Yes, you read that correctly. I'm currently 6 weeks pregnant. No, this was not planned. Yes, I'm very shocked, upset, scared but also happy. I realize we are young but we can do this. We have God on our side, he will guide us through parenthood. We ask that you please pray for us also that I will have a healthy pregnancy and a healthy birth when the time comes. I'm willing to answer any questions anyone ask. I realize we are going to hear negative comments and I'm ready for it.

some news...

All I'm going to say for now is Kayden won't be the only grandchild for much longer... I wanna see everyone's guesses then I will reveal the real truth sometime very soon. Get to guessing :)

What's In My Bag...

I'm obsessed with Youtube. I'm constantly watching hair or makeup videos, well I realized some people were doing a "what's in my bag video" I wanted to do but I refuse to make a video so here it is in picture form. It's nothing special, so dont be jumping for joy or nothing lol.

My Bag :)

My $5 wallet, that I love!!

My extra sunglasses, I have a pair that I love and keep in my car this are my dollar store backups in case I forget to snatch my others out before I leave.

My planner, filled with all its boring school and work info. Bleh :/

My "Monthly" bag, it stores my monthly life savers if you catch my drift

Bobby pins, gum, hair bow, brush, chapstick, and my love spell germ x

The most wonderful smelling lotion ever!

extra earrings!!!!

There is more such as my keys, my phone, my camera but I felt those were pointless to post.

So see, nothing special but I just wanted to!

GOD BLESS :)